Sunday

I actually didn't do anything that day except chillin at my grandmas house.

I got home pretty late and it felt so good to get home again..

No, i don't like my grandma or she's not my grandma, she's my moms boyfriends mom..

Complicated..

The wierd thing is that they eat the same thing every sunday...

Potatoes, ( i don't eat potatoes because they're too cute to be eaten and they taste like shit, ) meatloaf ( sure it's okay ) and their homemade brownsause...

I didn't feel like sleeping that night so i watched tv and went to bed half past five in the morning..

Monday

My moms boyfriend woke me up, i ate breakfast and fixed me.

We went to "IKEA" and "BILTEMA" around three and the only thing that i bougth was food at IKEA (pasta and meat sauce) and a piece of a lace. :)

I came home late but my brain wasn't tired so i watched tv...

Tuesday / Yesterday

I just kind of chilled the whole day..

I finished cleaning my room, finally!

I played sims 3, i have sims 3 generations, world adventures and sims 3 showtime...

I'm kind of a nerd.

In my game i'm just one person, a woman that loves to travel so she travels a lot!

She doesn't have a job but in her basement, she's got a lot of jewels.. A LOT..

And her name is Lisa Pilvonj, a lion and a mumie cursed her like two days ago..

After lunch, Dan came over and we was a little bit.

We went home to him and then we went home to me again because we were going to get cake.

After that we watched a tv a little bit before he had to go home.

I didnt feel like sleeping so i watched tv until i felt tired.

Today i'm gonna play sims and chill because that's what you should do on autumn break. :)

And sorry for not post anything yesterday.

Minoo (//,•|)

On Wednesday after i bloged i was in the city with my confirmation group as i said i was going to.

I met a lot of friends down there that i hadn't seen for months/years and we..

Urghh! It's so hard to explain what we really did down there!

But it was like city orientation with 12 controls and we could win and lose shit/peolpe at everyone of them.

We had to do stuff on these controls for exampel at one control we had to sing a "watersong" to not lose a person..

We started with six persons and nine paper heads and ended up with eleven persons and eleven paper heads..

We were one of the three best groups.. :D

On Thursday I was in school as normally BUT! but.. Hihi!   

Thee guys had told my that we started school 7.45 that day and i woke up like 7.30 so i skipped breakfast..

Those bitches Trolled me!

I was there in time..

Nah, just joking, i was there 7.50 and we hadn't started yet.

We started as always 8.15 so i'm kinda pissed at those guys but enough about that.

We started at a wierd FN project i school that day and we almost finished it.

When i got home from school i just chilled out, as always..

On Friday I was in school and i continued to worked at the FN project and i finished it.

I just hope that Felix reported the shit too.

I went home after lunch because of the funeral of my moms "plastic grandma."

Afterwards I was so fucking pissed because her family just sat there under the whole funeral and didn't even look sad!

They just sat there with a poker face the whole time! UURRGGHH!

My mom was practically crying through the whole funeral and they where just siting there with their pokerfaces, those fake humans!

I'm so angry at them!

Then we went to a cafè after the funeral and i ordered a biskvi and a Coke, it was tasty. :)

<3 <3 I hope god takes care of her <3 <3

When we got home we ate and i just chilled out..

Today am i going to sleep over at my grandmas house :)

See you guys probably on tuesday..

Minoo!

PS. Here comes a music tips!

Oh My Holly Fucking Goodness!

I just have to tell you what happen yesterday!

In school we made pizza on the Home Economics and it was delicious!

On mine there where cheese, (of course) ham and tomato sauce, a vesuvio!

When i was at home a little later, i was texting with this guy that i really like (my crush) and suddenly we had decided that he was coming over to my place.

I have no idea about how that happen!

We was so close to get together last year but then he told me he had been together with a girl for like three years!

But now that they had broke up he texted me and told me he was sorry and that he still liked me A LOT and that he wanted me but that he had problems with relationships.

I will call this boy John, he's one or two years older than me and longer than me.. ^^

We went straight to my bedroom, the first thing he did was to take my spot on my bed!

I was like, do you have to sit right there?

He changed place and i got down on my spot, we started talking and i don't really remember what we said but it ended with that we talked about his ex, sex etc etc..

I kissed him on the cheek and that ended with that we made out.

I sat beside him and that ended with that i sat on him while he laid in my bed...

Is this normal??

Today i haven't really done anything special than been in school.

But soon am i going to take the tram to a church in the middle of our city.

I'm going to do a thing with my confirmation group. :)

I hope Soph and Joe will be there to or else i will have to be alone..

I think the next post will be on Friday, see you then guys! 

Minoo!

This is my first post and this is going to be an anomymous blog. No hate, ok. :)

I thougt i should begin this post by telling you a little bit about myself..

I'm a bisexual 14 year old girl that live in Scandinavia.

I live with my four younger sisters, my mom and her boyfriend.

I have a loving bestfriend that i will call Soph, i have a couple of more friends but they aren't as close as Soph.

They are four guys, i'll call them Dan, Bill, Felix and Jack, i'll call Sophs boyfriend Thor, i'll call my ex Todd and i will call myself Minoo.

I hate myself and almost everything around me and i often feel like i just wanna die.

One of the things that i love is music, the bands that i listens to the most is Black Veil Brides, Price The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens and i also listens a lot to MikelWJ.

I've got brown/red hair, brown eyes, white skin, my mom says iv'e got the body of a model and i weigh around 50 - 46, it depends on how much ive eaten that day ect.

So now i will tell you guys what happend yesterday that made me feel like no one loved/liked me and ever would exept Soph.

I was happy in the morning when everything began.

Someone asked me anomymous on Ask if i had anorexia, i answeard that i didn't really knew and that's when it all began.

I'll call this person for Anie because it's probably a girl in my class..

Anie asked me who my crush is, i replayed that i wouldn't say it on ask.

Then Anie asked which guy in my clas that i thougth was most gay and i said that only the person itself can tell if he's gay or not.

Anie asked me if i thought i thought that i looked good and i told her that it depended on how she asked the question and then she asked me if i thougt that i was pretty because i wasn't and i just deleted that question.

Anie then asked if Soph jerked of Thor in school yesterday and the first thing i did was to tell Soph about this and then it took Life in hell!

She started to cry but then she just got pissed of and as the good friend i am i tried to defend my bestie Soph and diss Anie because she was imiture and childish but it kinda didn't work.

Then she aked if i liked younger, older or the same age and i said i thougth i liked older or the same age.

Anie asked why i was Sophs friend and she at the same question said that Soph was childish, i got so mad at Anie for saying this!

I told Anie that Soph was the best friend in the world, i told her to shut up and get a real friend so that she would know how it feels to even have a real friend and i told her to get a life.

Was that a good idea?

Then someone else that i don't know who it is said this to me , Stop sharing everything on Facebook, you fish and i just answeard that i wouldn't.

Anie asked me how the hell i looked like and then laughed, i just told her that i looked better than her.

Then a guy started to ask me anonomyously and i think it was Todd, Todd never really didn't let go when we broke up...

He was even worse..

Todd asked me when i would lose my viginity and i said that he shouldn't care about that.

He asked me who i wanted to take it and i said the same, that he wouldn't care about it.

He asked me if i liked someone in my class and i said yes, he asked me if i loved someone in my class and i said that i couldn't really say that i "loved" that person.

Todd asked if i even planed to lose my virginity and i told him that i was but not to him. Then he asked if i planed to lose it for a girl or a boy and i said that it didn't matter.

Todd asked me if he could get a clue about who in my class i liked but i said no.

He asked me if i wanted to have sex and i said no.

Then he asked me if i belive in that a girl can be in love with a girl or that a boy can be together with a boy and i of course told him that all love is true love!

He asked why i didn't wanna have sex and i told him i wasn't even 15 and that i didn't wanna do it until i turned 15.

He asked me that if a guy liked me but he was to shy to ask me out would i ask him out and of course i said no, it's the guy that's gonna ask the girl, Duh!

And then he asked waht i would answear and that absolutely depended on who it was!

Then these to stopped and Joe and Bill cheared me up by joking around a little bit on my ask.

I was still a bit sad and angry and i still am because of that...

Today two girls in school said they hated me and Soph just because we could sit beside eachother and they couldn't but we didn't care about that because they're always bitching around as fast as they don't get what they want..

This is a little bit about what hapend last week and i'll make a new one on thursday probably.

BYE!

Minoo!