This is my first post and this is going to be an anomymous blog. No hate, ok. :)

I thougt i should begin this post by telling you a little bit about myself..

I'm a bisexual 14 year old girl that live in Scandinavia.

I live with my four younger sisters, my mom and her boyfriend.

I have a loving bestfriend that i will call Soph, i have a couple of more friends but they aren't as close as Soph.

They are four guys, i'll call them Dan, Bill, Felix and Jack, i'll call Sophs boyfriend Thor, i'll call my ex Todd and i will call myself Minoo.

I hate myself and almost everything around me and i often feel like i just wanna die.

One of the things that i love is music, the bands that i listens to the most is Black Veil Brides, Price The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens and i also listens a lot to MikelWJ.

I've got brown/red hair, brown eyes, white skin, my mom says iv'e got the body of a model and i weigh around 50 - 46, it depends on how much ive eaten that day ect.

So now i will tell you guys what happend yesterday that made me feel like no one loved/liked me and ever would exept Soph.

I was happy in the morning when everything began.

Someone asked me anomymous on Ask if i had anorexia, i answeard that i didn't really knew and that's when it all began.

I'll call this person for Anie because it's probably a girl in my class..

Anie asked me who my crush is, i replayed that i wouldn't say it on ask.

Then Anie asked which guy in my clas that i thougth was most gay and i said that only the person itself can tell if he's gay or not.

Anie asked me if i thought i thought that i looked good and i told her that it depended on how she asked the question and then she asked me if i thougt that i was pretty because i wasn't and i just deleted that question.

Anie then asked if Soph jerked of Thor in school yesterday and the first thing i did was to tell Soph about this and then it took Life in hell!

She started to cry but then she just got pissed of and as the good friend i am i tried to defend my bestie Soph and diss Anie because she was imiture and childish but it kinda didn't work.

Then she aked if i liked younger, older or the same age and i said i thougth i liked older or the same age.

Anie asked why i was Sophs friend and she at the same question said that Soph was childish, i got so mad at Anie for saying this!

I told Anie that Soph was the best friend in the world, i told her to shut up and get a real friend so that she would know how it feels to even have a real friend and i told her to get a life.

Was that a good idea?

Then someone else that i don't know who it is said this to me , Stop sharing everything on Facebook, you fish and i just answeard that i wouldn't.

Anie asked me how the hell i looked like and then laughed, i just told her that i looked better than her.

Then a guy started to ask me anonomyously and i think it was Todd, Todd never really didn't let go when we broke up...

He was even worse..

Todd asked me when i would lose my viginity and i said that he shouldn't care about that.

He asked me who i wanted to take it and i said the same, that he wouldn't care about it.

He asked me if i liked someone in my class and i said yes, he asked me if i loved someone in my class and i said that i couldn't really say that i "loved" that person.

Todd asked if i even planed to lose my virginity and i told him that i was but not to him. Then he asked if i planed to lose it for a girl or a boy and i said that it didn't matter.

Todd asked me if he could get a clue about who in my class i liked but i said no.

He asked me if i wanted to have sex and i said no.

Then he asked me if i belive in that a girl can be in love with a girl or that a boy can be together with a boy and i of course told him that all love is true love!

He asked why i didn't wanna have sex and i told him i wasn't even 15 and that i didn't wanna do it until i turned 15.

He asked me that if a guy liked me but he was to shy to ask me out would i ask him out and of course i said no, it's the guy that's gonna ask the girl, Duh!

And then he asked waht i would answear and that absolutely depended on who it was!

Then these to stopped and Joe and Bill cheared me up by joking around a little bit on my ask.

I was still a bit sad and angry and i still am because of that...

Today two girls in school said they hated me and Soph just because we could sit beside eachother and they couldn't but we didn't care about that because they're always bitching around as fast as they don't get what they want..

This is a little bit about what hapend last week and i'll make a new one on thursday probably.

BYE!

Minoo!